You have not slept in weeks (OK OK 3-4 hours a night) and its because of people that have basically disregarded you, your 80 year old neighbors, your house, and the entire neighborhood and ONLY way to get ANY real action (if you call it that) is to have to go all in and spend your time, your money, your sleep, YOUR LIFE.
@David Bills, Ken Coon, Mike Walker, NYSED